.." "Don'teven say it Susanna Johnson" Kelly admonished me, "thanks, we know youmean well; but we'll manage won't we Shoni?"I simply said "sorry" and ...eft it at that! Shoni smiled at me saying,"don't feel bad Susie, we both know we could rely on you, but thanks, it'ssomething we have to do for ourselves"So the afternoon passed and talk got onto last night, I was pressed aboutmy experience, but I simply said "it was amazing, simply amazing, I didn'trealise that I'd feel so much" then I made a. Having never been in it before we thought it was just another place to get a drink. As we entered we looked about the place, it had the usual tables and long bar and stools and at a glance I saw mostly all males about. I noticed a hallway at the far end of the room, but didn't give it much thought at the time. We settled down at a table and gave our order to a male waiter and as I started to look about it was then I noticed a couple of men at a far table kissing one another and then another. 'When Ellie offered me to Riku I was pretty scared but at the same time I was pleased. Ever since the day we met in the cafeteria, I've felt an affinity to her, perhaps because she has a similar personality to my mother. Not in looks of course. Mother is short and slim whereas Riku is a large woman in all respects but both have a genuine smile on their faces when I go to them. Riku's well developed breasts with their dark areola and prominent nipples, have always stimulated my attention and I'd. I get the distinct impression from the Director that he is under some kind of suspicion. I want two teams here at the cave when they arrive, just in case. Preacher, this whole thing stinks to high heaven. I am getting the feeling we are being used to try out someone's theory or something." Harry, if you had said that three months ago, I would never have believed it. I agree that there's something fishy about all of this because for Hubba to get what he had in this cave, he had to have someone.