She wondered what she may be doing. She didn’t have to wonder for too long. A rap on the door startled her. She parted the blind to see, guess ...ho, standing at the door in a tiny sun dress, barefoot, with a six pack of beer in her hand. She felt a huge smile on her face that took her by surprise as she opened the door, forgetting she was only wearing some sheer lace panties and an old threadbare t-shirt. “Hi, it’s me again!” Destiny could tell she was drunk, swaying and slurring. The next thing she knew, she was meeting him and they quickly found each other very intrigiing and very sexy to talk to. Before she finished talking to Bill, she took a chance and she lifted the bottom of the jacket she was wearing and let him see the waistband of the sexy satin thong she'd put on that morning to help her feel especially sexy and desirable. She noticed Bill's eyes light up when this young 21-year old intern was actually showing him the style and material of the very skimpy. He did tease me afterI put my nightgown on that those panties looked like more like somethinghe would expect his grandmother to wear, not his girlfriend. I fluffed itoff but he was probably right.Thursday November 6, 1981I got through today but I still feel so dirty. I thought about taking ashower but decided against and just rinse off with a wash cloth. It wasrainy today and I couldn't do a thing with my hair so I just put it up ina bun. I took my contacts out and switched to my glasses and. Homophobic thoughts crept into James's head as he feared that hisattraction to Heather meant that he was gay before he rationalized, 'Shelooks like a chick that's what it is. I was attracted to her. You knowyou're not like that.'Heather smiled down at the disgusted look on James's face and continued,"I was once right where you are now. My wife signed me up here, butunlike the others she never came back for me. She got married to a man,and there was no place for me in her new life. The clinic.