But it was a trivial thing and I passed it off at the time as I must be losing it… all those brain cells that I killed off during my hard partying d...ys!But other things starting happening as well… little things that individually didn't really mean a whole lot, but there was a definite pattern forming. However even though it was right in front of my face, I guess I couldn't see the writing on the wall…David started to work out a lot and he wouldn't do it in the privacy of his room, he took his. All the times she'd said she loved me.I looked across into the eyes of my brother. He flinched and looked away.I looked into the eyes of my father and saw relief and fear. He looked away slowly.I looked into the eyes of my sister and saw streams of tears.I looked down at the casket before me and I sagged a little. I was tired."I love you Mom." I said tonelessly over the voice of the pastor, turned on my heel and walked away. Out of the family plot and out of the cemetery. I got into my rental. ”It has always been a bit of a sore spot that Summer was much better off financially than I was. It might seem odd to talk about feeling emasculated in a cuckolding relationship, but it really was. I already knew that she didn’t need me for sex and she wasn’t dependent upon me for anything else tangible either.Summer outright owned the condo that we lived in at the time, she paid it off in five years thanks to stripping. If I tried to buy a place on my own, I’m not even sure if I’d qualify for. ‘These are exactly the right size, Robert. You made quite the guess. I’m impressed. Your taste in lingerie is very good too, these are lovely.’ Robert laughed outright now as he said, ‘I can’t claim to have guessed. I checked your drawer in the hotel while you were having a shower. It wasn’t hard to remember 36C.’ He continued smiling, but got a little red in the face as he added, ‘I’m not some sort of pervert or lingerie bandit. I just thought it was a bit of information that might come in.