We all knew I would have to look within and try to find out what would make me happy. Finding another girl was an obvious solution. Being untrue to Wi...nie was upsetting, but letting the counts plummet was upsetting too. There was no guarantee that Winnie and I would regain our special chemistry after her baby was born. She reminded me that she wasn't passionately in love with me. As I had found out that Winnie was not the perfect angel my crush had idealized her to be, I wasn't totally in love. We were in that position for about 10 – 15 minutes, she then got off and positioned my cock at her pussy opening and started riding me she was slow initially as she was telling me it’s hurting. She was incredibly tight and slowly she increased her speed we changed position and was I missionary I was kissing her while fucking her and we continued like this for another 15 – 20 minutes and we both came.That’s when we realized that we actually had fucked with no protection and I had cum in her, I. She lifted my chin and took me roughly by the jaw and kissed me. She pulled down the shoulders of my dress, freeing my breasts. The cool air on my nipples hardened them and my panties dampened. I felt my fear, the need to control, personal will, slipping away.She picked up a pair of nipple clamps from a side table and with an evil grin, affixed them. I winced and cried out a little from sensitivity. She slapped my face hard. Once I got over the shock I found myself soaking wet.She took the. At first I thought I had wrong house as an older very big lady answered but she said she was expecting me and to come in. she lead me upstairs to a bedroom said she would take money and then to get undressed and lady would come in to take care of me. so I stripped off laid on bed and then the woman who answered door and took money off me came back in naked. I was a bit shocked. as I was expecting a twenty something year old and got a woman that looked more like 55 and at a guess a size 24, have.