I did talk to my dad about her doing a show and was hoping my dad would say something nice to her at some time so that she would. something like, how ...ice it would be if she could do a lingerie show for an old man. for he has not seen a real woman naked or in lingerie for quite some time, just in pictures and it's not the same thing. sure he could go to a strip club, but it's not the same or as exciting as seeing a real woman and some one he could trust. I wasn't to sure if she was serious or. She says that's why she brings those issues up. It's so I can consciously face them and put them away like clothes I no longer want to wear... clothing I don't need any longer.It does feel good to set them aside. I feel fresh and clean again... but the hurt always closes back in when I think about my little girl and my husband. "Baby steps," Doctor Jamison tells me. Big problems don't get solved easily, she says. It takes time and lots of work.There are times Doctor Jamison has to help me deal. She crept toward the attic door at the end of the hallway.The plush beige carpet muffled her footsteps and she knew she would avoid detection. Her hand settled on the knob and she gave it a slow twist, she felt the door unlatch and she opened it. In front of her loomed a steep staircase made of wooden planks and off to the right was a dingy white light-switch. She flipped it up and down a couple of times and figured that the bulb blew out or the wiring had become faulty over the years. She. "Like I said, it is a long story." Just tell it to me," Victoria said.John took a deep breath. "Even before you got your job, Rose knew that you were excited and anxious about something. She was worried, but wasn't sure what was bothering her about your behavior. Then you had your interview with Sid and he hired you. You came home wired. Rose might have been six, but she wasn't stupid. She knew something important had happened, but she didn't know what. She felt a sense of doom hanging over the.