I know people enjoy oral, but I worry I will somehow do something wrong. You can see my hesitation and start to slowly kiss me, caressing my body tend...rly as you lean me back against the rocks in the riverbank. You tell me you’ll be gentle and guarantee it will be the best I’ve ever had. You tell me the advantage of being with a man instead of boys is the pleasure they can give. Hearing no protests, you continue to explore my body with your hands and with your lips as you slowly undress me. I. We’ve probably been living on borrowed time. This has to be the end. Goodbye, my love.” The line went dead before I could say anything. I slumped against the still-locked door. My mind was working overtime. Should I call her back? No, her husband could be with her. Perhaps this was for the best. One of our spouses was sure to have eventually found out. But still, could I live without her … without our Thursday afternoons? I felt empty and began crying. The housekeeper heard my sobs. “Here,. I’d do anything for you.” I came over to Dad gave him a hug and kissed him. “I’ve bought a new outfit for you for dinner too” Dad said. “Why don’t you have a relaxing bath, then get changed for dinner”. I went into the bathroom and started running a nice hot bath with luxurious bubbles. I stripped off, stepped into the bath and lay back into the bubbles. Dad came into the bathroom to check on me. “You look so beautiful, just like your Mother” he smiled at me. After a few minutes in the bath I. It was like the sun had finally started shining on the darkness their lives had been consumed by over the last five years, and that warmth that now passed over them was blissful, like some alien sense that tingled the very deepest recesses of their bodies. Tilly woke up that morning smiling, a real, proper, beaming smile and she found herself laughing at nothing in particular as she sat on the edge of her bed plaiting her auburn hair in the soft glow of sunrise. She had smiled more in the past.