‘Down.’I kneel.‘No,’ he smiles triumphantly. ‘On all fours.’My heart drops. How much humiliation is too much? ButI...didn’t want to feel his heavy hand slapping my faceagain. I got down, staring at his feet, my hands andknees on the dirty floor of what started to like adungeon.He stoops to the floor to take hold of the leash andstarts walking. I felt a tug at my neck and remember Iam wearing the collar. I feel humiliated, walkingaround the room on all. “Tell me did you know that the girl in that room is only 13 and you are letting a minor drink?” Jack informed the boy at the door and he began to push him out of the way. He shoved the door open that Amanda was screaming from and saw two grown men rapping her. All three men ganged up on Jack putting him into a comma. Before the men started to rape Amanda she managed to call her dad who was now at the door watching the whole thing unfold. Amanda’s dad, Jack senior brought his older brother. I headed to the bathroom and took my first completely voluntary steptoward my impending girlhood. I sat to pee.I stood in front of the mirror and realized I hadn't gotten all of mymakeup off the night before. I had these little black specks in the cornerof my eyes and dark rings under my eyes. I washed my face and startedbrushing my hair. I was a little disappointed that most of the curl hadfallen out. I did, however, brush my bangs back down and put my hair in aponytail, this time much higher. She was going to give the girls her own little sexual experience and she felt sure they would enjoy it, perhaps not as much as they had with Philip, maybe more. She'd soon find out.Mary finally managed to get Pam on the phone as well and she arranged for her to meet at the same place and time as she'd had Bethany and Crystal to meet her. And then Mary had completed pulling together all the things she and the girls would be needing.Two days later, Mary drove to a nearby hotel where she'd book.