I love you and that is why I married you. But I was getting pretty sick and tired of putting up with your machoman crap. Now I know that you acted th...t way because you did not know how to be a man. Now, you can put up with it, the way you expected your wife to put up with it. From what I understand, a person like you will be happier than you ever dreamed you could be, because, the only choice that you have in this matter is to stay married or not to stay married. You want to stay married,. I mean ... it's not a tangible thing. It's in your head and in your heart. It won't let go of you. It's there all the time, just like you are with me all the time. I don't have a minute that I'm not thinking about you and wondering about you. Even when I'm asleep, you're in my dreams. I can't help it. There's nothing I can do about it. I'm in love with you, Catherine. I want to marry you. I want you with me for the rest of my life. Yes ... yes ... I meant it then and I mean it now."Both of us. "Anyway. I need to go take a shower. It was nice talking to you." Paul said, and vanished into the bathroom where Yumi and Maddie resided in just a few minutes ago. After a few seconds of realizing what happened, Yumi turned to Maddie, and looked at her with a shocked expression. "That's your brother?" She asked softly. Maddie just nodded, and pulled Yumi into her room. "I think I'm in love." Yumi just joked."You don't know how many times I've heard that." Maddie said, and Yumi all of the. I couldn't let this go on, though. I'd done enough damage as it was, there was no sense in making things worse. The next day, Thursday, found me consumed by thoughts of dinner with Lucy. Well, not really thinking about dinner, but about getting into her bed again. As guilty as I felt at certain times, there were more times when I couldn't get enough of her. I wanted this woman again, and tonight I would have her. I picked up Lucy at her home at 7:30 sharp. She had on a form-fitting black dress.