. until now." She handed me a pink vial. "Make sure she drinks half of the contents, and that you drink the other half, Alan. You must each drink it...in the same day, preferably the second within 30 minutes of the first. I would advise you to drink yours second. Anyway, when you each awaken, she will know what plagues you and you will get the chance to prove to me, to the world, and to your child what you have said here tonight."I looked at her with tears welling up in my eyes. "Thank you,". Hiding from my desires andhiding from the belief that I could actually fulfill my dreams. I knowthat each of you reading this know what I am speaking of. It as if youare going through the motions, but not really alive. You know there ismore out there, but you sit idly by waiting for it to come slap you inface.That was me, one foot in the vanilla world, one foot in the Fem Dommeworld. I actually felt fortunate that I was able to live in both worldswith some success, but looking back I now. So you get off the hotel bed too turn off the alarm and wonder why you had an alarm set. You turn your head too see if your girlfriend is still sleeping but you find her gone.Your too tired too think about what happened to your girlfriend so you just go to the bathroom to get yourself more awake. As you leave your welcomed too the sweet smell of bacon and eggs, you know that it’s coming from the kitchen (your staying in a very expensive large hotel room and it has a kitchen).As you make it. Silently i just went and sat near her head and wanted to touch her slowly but if she shouts everyone will get up. so i first closed her mouth she woke up and saw me i told her to be silent. she was seeing me with excitment and she asked wat?? i told nothing u just sleep. I dont know how to proceed and slowly touched her face she was lying and didnt tell me anything, she opened her eyes and saw me i took her head made her lye in my thighs she was lying in my thighs and feeling me hard to.