Yet still I come, I must come again and again, it is only in this place that I feel right with me.The hunt is good, all eat well. I finish my hunger, ...nd I am very hungry. And after, all have joy, there is leaping and playing and happiness. I alone have no joy. My hunger is gone now, but there is another hunger in me that cannot be filled by eating.Altauk will no longer come with me. None of the others will come. They tell me I cannot always live in shadow, no good can come of it. I know they. " Tell me it's a joke," she pleaded, "You don't mean it, do you? Are you really saying that you are giving me to another man, and that you propose to watch?"A frisson of excitement ran through her at the thought, but she tried to suppress it."He is going to fuck your arse, so make your mind up to enjoy it." No, please don't make me," she begged, but there was a note of anticipation in her voice as she thought of him watching her with another man."You will do as you are told. Now get that dress. Plenty of time to get to know each other.” The conversation over as far as she was concerned she got up and left for work.‘Groan.’ “What are we gona do Sis. She’ll have us married off by the end of the year.”“No she won’t I’ll go down and see about this job and I mightn’t even like it at all. You can meet this Janis and go to the annual company bash. A couple of dances and a thank you for a nice time. Bye.”“The dinner is mainly a thank you to the staff for increasing the company’s bottom line. ” As I look up, I realize, she was on Skype and watched the entire thing. Over the speakers I hear, “Night Kendra and good night Drew, you are such a good ass kisser” and signs off with a giggle. I try and ask Kendra why the hell she let Sylvia watch that but she ignores it. She just kisses my head and says “Sylvia thought it was a good idea and since she has Cody trained so well, I thought it made sense.” The next day comes and I know we have dinner with Sylvia and Cody. In the pit of my.