I hadn't met her then but i persuaded her to send pics of herself in her underwears and bra,so i knew all these. ... I, on the other hand was average looking,5ft 10in tall,dark hairs but i regularly worked out at the gym so,i was pretty muscular than most of my friends and. Who else could it be. No one else would drive up here at this time of the night. He slipped carefully away from the window and headed back to the main lobby.Von Teufel had seen her lights as she pulled up. He was ready. Jefferson sat calmly in a chair. Ramon had tied Traci into a different chair and she sat quietly next to Jefferson, gagged, hatred blazing in her eyes as she stared at the main door. Ramon stood behind the door, and evil smile on his face, rocking lightly on his toes ready for. It wasn't a very happy thought.Even so, I put it aside. What I had for sure was right now, when Susan was with me in spirit if not otherwise. And I decided I was damn well going to make the most of it instead of spoiling it by worrying about what came later. If this was all I'd ever have of her, there was nothing I could do about it, and I wasn't going to waste a precious second brooding over what I couldn't do anything about. I'd always wondered about the intelligence of people who lost whole. She ran to him, clutching him close, she buried her head into his chest and burst into tears. She couldn't see his face as he held her tightly and a small smile played across his face. He put his hands on either side of her face and tipped her head to look into her eyes. He looked so sad as her tried to reassure her."It had to be done my love. You couldn't live two lives. You said yourself he deserved better, and so do you," he whispered to her.Then he held her in a full embrace and she felt a.