By the way, I have got the chance of promotion again. Ithink I will take it this time." Brilliant, congratulations, you deserve it. You are far better...than mostof the DI's and DCI's that I have come across.I returned to talk to Mary and tell her of my decision. She hadanticipated it after her talk with the Commander. The universityadmissions department were the next port of call. I was now set for a newadventure.I phoned mum to tell her the news of my decision and that evening, I wentout with. "Was a damned good shot, it still hurts and I doubt I'll ever get over it as they are both of an age now where if they went back to calling me Dad it wouldn't feel right to them." She knows I'm absolutely livid with her over it. Not the fact, I can't alter that, just the way she did it." You reap what you sow." I replied."Yes, I know and I don't know what to do except talk to the one person who suffered the most by my actions." Where are they now?" My Mum and Dad came to collect them, Melanie. Next came a rippling explosive noise as she emptied her bowels. Now I had been turned on by piss but never by shit. However, I couldn't help but be fascinated by this most private of moments.There were a few more small splashes. Then came a very loud jet of piss, which didn't last long.Soon, I heard her begin to clean up. This wasn't an easy job, and it took some minutes.All the while, the smell of her came drifting over the stall wall and it filled the air.Eventually, she left. I thought about. .those huge black cocks are so superior to me..i whis i could be as big and powerfull as they are",then it changes to,(everytime you watch porn),"wow,those girls are lucky" but you say it as a man,as a fag,but you still not feel as a woman..and at last,you starts envy those girls,but as another woman..you've become a true sissy..you're not just staring at their cocks,you're staring at their bodies as you sissypussy as became a real pussy..you crave them so much you vibrator or dildo transform.