Everything will be fine. It's just one more thing I have to get past." I know, but it's hard to not think about it. Why are you waiting so long to hav... it done? I'd think you would want to get it done and over with." I did, but the doctor assumed that I'd lived all my life like this and was being impulsive. I couldn't very well tell him it grew back, so he insisted I wait a month. Since he came highly recommended and seems to know what he's doing, I agreed to wait rather than try to shop. I really didn't." I... I loo... look like a kitten... you know just like my name. Do...do you like the way I look now? I... I sorta... like it... especiallymy titties but it frightens me... it looks so permanent. Tell me itisn't? Joanne something... something's not right... I feel... Ifeel..."Josh fainted and dropped to the carpeted floor. Joanne picked him upand put him back to bed. She attached the earplugs and hoped the tapeswould ease his adjustment. She didn't know just how permanent. "What do you mean by 'sex'?" I said as calmly as possible. "Intercourse. Did you fuck her?" Holy shit, Bridget was giving me the third degree. Sweat began beading up on my forehead. "No, Bridget, we did not have sex," I said with conviction. The interrogation continued, "So she was a virgin before leaving for college, right?" "Bridget, I only know that she didn't have sex with me." "That's a shame," she said. "I don't understand. Why is it a shame that we didn't have sex?" I asked. . "Well..." Mindy hesitated. "How about if I suck your dick?"My heart fluttered, but I said "Well,... I don't know..." Come on, Willy," Mindy said, "you'll like it if I suck it. Has anyone ever done that to you?"I shook my head, unable to speak for a moment. I was going to get the fabled blowjob. This was working out a lot better than I had dared to hope.As I said before, my experience to this point was pretty limited. The closet session with Jeannie Zamole had been pretty disgusting, since I was.