. You know&hellip, peeped in for a better look, or even&hellip, touch&hellip, -Oh no, you know I.. I wouldnt even&hellip, I interrupted him with my ha...d on his shoulder. I know, and thats what makes this not as bad. I sat next to him with my feet up under me. I noticed when I got up that he covered his crotch with a throw pillow right away. I pretended not to see but it was obvious why he did it. As I slept my head was in his lap the whole time and I must have been moving a bit, probably. So now you just have to tell me that you’ll do it when we tell you to. You will, won’t you? Won’t you, Ishy? It’s like she was staring right into me, into a place that I tried so hard to stay away from. I couldn’t take her gaze so I lowered my eyes. I simply nodded in assent. “Don’t nod,” she said. “I want to hear you say it. Say it now. Look at me and say it.” I lifted my head and turned my eyes up to hers. “I will,“ I said. “I will.“ I fucking said I will. “And one last thing,“ Mona said.. ..how can I say......pathetic....submissive. And you my dear fall into bothcategories" she sniggersAgain I want to plead my case but I am unable, which reinforces the factthat she is right on both counts"Take off your clothes and follow me," she commands.She takes me to the bathroom and lathers me in a pungent smelling cream."We can't have you all hairy for you first debut in public," she quips asshe leaves the bathroom.I cringe inside realising that my first public appearance will be at. Feeling all chilled and clean, I brushed my teeth, then emptied the bath and walked back to the bedroom. I was just about to enter the room when I heard the window cleaner on his ladder. I waited outside the bedroom for him to go, he seemed to be there forever. Finally, his ladder creaked then I heard him moving away. I entered the bedroom cautiously. I figured that I had just had a near miss. He could've caught me thrashing around the bed; now that would have been embarrassing.I moved around.