So, if you are not willing to work hard in the shops, wemust find a way to get you to help in our family businesses. And onethat may get you used to ...ard work. You must learn to act responsibly."I shook my head. "I am not lazy," I cried. "It is just that thework...... is so boring! Besides I intend to be an actor. I am toointelligent to work in a cafe." I grant that you may be intelligent, and for what I have in mind foryou, it will be to your advantage if you are a good actor. You willneed. People just act like I'm not there most of the time. They talk about me while I'm standing in front of them. The only thing I have to counteract this is my guitar. I picked one up when I was in 6th grade, and it was a natural fit for me. When I have my guitar in my hand, people notice me.I didn't think I was all that good at first. But then I started playing out in front of crowds, and the reaction changed my mind. They would clap and cheer after some of my lead parts.The band was called "Slip. For there,standing on my door step was the Girl of my nightly watches,and she was smiling."hi",she said and I could not answer,she was wearing a knee length coat tied in a bow at the front and a pair of knee high boots,black leather with very high heelsThe breath would not reach my lungs and my mouth was like jello."Do you mind if I come in",she asked.My brain exploded with fears and apprehension.I had been discoverd,Oh my God she knows,she knows what I've been doing,iv'e been found. I know it may sound crazy and this is no real excuse. The person I saw as my mother sitting on the couch seemed like an entirely different individual than Cherry, the sex slave. I wanted to see them as two different people entirely. I never wanted to hurt my mother and have her find out what I was doing.I know it may not make sense, but I felt she was not the same person as she was when she appeared on my Alexa screen in the nude. I suppose that is how I justified getting horny watching her.