Instead, it had made that future less certain. And that was a good thing. Jennifer had tried to tell me, but I hadn’t really listened. Katt had beat...n me over the head with it, but really, in the end, it was my experience here and my journey of self-discovery that had finally broken me of constantly planning my future.Katt showed me that you could be driven and focused on a goal without having to plan every step of the way. I thought she was a little too driven, but she was trying to be one of. I raised it to my nose and inhaled deeply. My blood was pumping hard through my veins and I was filled with lust. I fumbled for my cock and within a few short strokes I shot my load 2 or 3 meters across the bathroom, then crumpled in a heap on the floor licking and kissing the place where her pussy had been. Since that day I had been able to repeat that event only a couple of times but the longing and the lust for this woman never diminished. This was my chance I thought to myself, my mother. I would want to cup them in my hands to feel the weight and softness of them. Oh, I love your breasts and your nipples. I want all of you exposed to my eyes and my touch. Please take down the panties and hand them to me so I can touch the crotch to see how wet they are. Are you very aroused? I hope so. Now, I want to examine your most female part. I want to run my fingers through your pubic hair and touch it against my face. I know you would be aroused so there would be the wonderful aroma of. He backed me up against the kitchen wall, one hand tangling my hair to keep my head back and one hand grasping a switch blade to my throat. I had both hands against his shoulders trying to push him away. “You think your some bravado bitch that’s going to save the day but you are just going to get your throat slashed instead. And I was planning on killing your friend’s boyfriend today as planned, but looks like that changed.” Ironically, I still wasn’t scared, I really wasn’t. Don’t tell me why.