The measure of success was the billings generated by each one of us for the six month period. I kept copious records of both our billings. I wanted ...o win, plain and simple. So did Ellen. What I didn't know was that she was altering the billing records to lower my totals and increase hers... The announcement was to be made in the firm's boardroom. Ellen and I, our staffs, and the firm president were present. From the billing records, I thought I had won, not by much, but I won. . I exploded like a bomb and had a strong orgasm. I saw, Neeta’s finger and palm became fully drenched with the juice of my pussy. I found Neeta licking and swallowing my pussy juices as she always does in our lesbian sex game.We eased ourselves and relaxed naked lying on the bed with the girls on either sides of my husband. Neeta’s face reflected fullest satisfaction and I was feeling very happy to see that.My husband hugged me and kissed me. I knew that now it will be my turn to get fucked by. Yes hindsight can be a wonderful tool in life to boost ones learning andexperience in order to make one wiser. However it is a double edged swordwhich can force the realization of all the supposed deceptions ones selfhad propagated in childhood only to be mortified by the realization inlater life that I was in actual fact fooling no one but myself.I can honestly say I became aware of my true gender at the tender age ofthree when I could not understand why I was being treated as a boy.. Roddy eyed the grey stubble, the incipient wrinkles and the un-trendy, non-designer clothes worn by his father. He snorted with derision. 'Oh, sure!''Do you think your generation is the first to experience the loosening effect of holidays on knicker elastic?'Roddy sniggered.'I suppose you can't imagine me as a sexual being?''No.''But you know how many children I have — your four half-sisters and three half-brothers. Eight. Not bad for an old man. But then, I wasn't always old. Actually, I'm not.