I know that I’m on the right path, but I really don’t like the choices in front of me. I need to go deeper, remember deeper, go further.This is th... way, follow us.The universe exploded, as I touched infinite possibilities. My inner eyes opened to images, sounds, experiences. I lived a thousand lifetimes, tried a million variations.Those are the choices, those are the compromises. It is an unusual business, but you are all we have.I’m finding the frenzy in the media about me to be really. Another picture had him in the foreground and a girl in a yellow dress prominent in the background. The third picture took his breath away. It was a close-up of the girl in the yellow dress with eyes closed, hard nipples pressing against the yellow fabric, dress blowing in the breeze, white panties in clear view underneath. The photo was so crisp that he could see individual pubic hairs curling out from under the thin strip of white cloth. The girl's labia were clearly outlined in the fabric of. I massaged every finger and every toe, even her ankles and the bottoms of her feet. Jenny wanted to return the favor to me but I would not allow it. I told her that I just wanted to hold her close in my arms tonight.The sun was streaming through the cracks in the shades and it woke us up. I had rested comfortably and Jenny had only gone to pee one time in the night that I knew of.We went to the old farmers 24 hour restaurant to get breakfast then to the Island Airport to meet our returning. And I wanted it to. I wanted to give something back to this man who’d been so patient with me today. And I wanted it as some kind of anaesthetic for the dull ache of separation. And I wanted it as a flesh and blood woman, neither married nor single, just a woman who knew the pleasure my black lover would give me.I didn’t care that we were on the beach, I just wanted that Jason and I would consummate our feelings and love. I sighed in contentment as he entered me and then drove all the way in,.