I can't help it. I wish I could. But I have no idea how she feels about me. I mean... I never thought I had a chance, never deserved a chance. And the... after... when she said she felt something... I thought something would've happened, that things would have changed. But they haven't. I have no idea.She loves me, she loves me not, and I'm all out of petals.And I fight with it the rest of the day. Should I talk to her? But once I do... I'll know, and it has the potential to hurt. A high. Nemesis thought, This is like something out of the Wild West!, and Nightmare thought, I'm back in Iraq, dammit!Nemesis dove to the right and Nightmare dove to the left behind some Jersey barriers. The two thugs were only partially visible as they hid behind their own set of Jersey barriers."Nightmare, you spray and pray at those two to force their heads down. I'll get into position and be ready to fire as soon as they show themselves after you run out of bullets. I'll shoot while you reload.". He spent time at the bar and we talked frequently during the evening. Initially, he was perfectly gentlemanly, taking me to simple dinners and maybe a movie. Without my own car, he was the transportation and that seemed like the way it should be. The initial dates we kissed in his car when he brought me home. I supposed we were acting like teenagers, like we had no place to go, but I knew enough to keep my apartment private for now. By the third date, after a movie, he asked me to come back to. After the wedding the bride and groom stayed with the brides mom for a week till their apartment was ready. The mother was quite good looking and a sexy dresser. She loved to show off her body and looked like she needed to be fucked.The couple moved in on Monday and the new bride was tired so she went to bed early and her new hubby sat downstairs in the kitchen. He was enjoying a glass of wine when his mother in law came in wearing a see thru teddy. He could see her nipples and her pussy lips.