He made me hover over the chair, lubricated the phallus, and then told me to lower myself onto it. I grimaced as I did so. It felt impossibly l...rge, stretching my anus until I felt it was going to tear. Then the rest of my back passage filled uncomfortably as my bottom reached the seat. I looked over at Natalie, and she too was in the same position, breathing heavily. I felt my arms being taken around the back of the chair, quickly bound and then we were told to spread our legs.Natalie:. Gary could conveyan interest he didn't really feel, while I couldn't convey something Idid feel. Ted was trying to let me down easy, giving me the opportunityto quit so he wouldn't have to fire me. I wasn't quite ready to give up,though. I may not have been talented, but I was tenacious (code word forstubborn to the point of stupidity). On the other hand, struggling againstthe odds is one thing, struggling against reality is quite another. Evenso, I would feel like a total idiot all my life if. Horrific as that was, my family -- Walker, Vanessa, Pilar -- were targeted to be killed by Greta Gunther. Me too, but by that time I wouldn’t have much cared. Or maybe some deep rage would have had me fighting to the bitter end.In any case, I found myself exploding awake, heartbeat in Emergency Room ranges, gasping for air. Breathless. Other nights, after Vanessa was fully in the clasp of Morpheus, I just lay there, crying silently beside her.Time for a change.Dr. Conners lives in Mission. You've been sleeping too much. And I haven't seen you eat anything other than one orange," she said. "I'm tired, and I'm not hungry." Yeah, well, this isn't healthy. And you have a visitor." "I don't want to see anyone, Rose," I said. "Too bad. You need to start being human again." She stood aside, and in walked my best friend. He smiled slightly at me, and I attempted a smile, failing miserably. "You two catch up. I'm going to starbucks." Rose left and shut the door behind her. "Hi," I said.