What Faye did was move into the student nurses compound to keep me safe from what she could bring home with her. Yes it was hard but, you do what you ...ave to do to keep people you love safe. Last Friday night when she got home she packed a suit case and was gone early the next morning to stay at the nurses compound. My wife said before she left that once the numbers go back down, or they can get a vaccine that's when she will be back and not before. She told Arlene to keep me happy and for us. I looked at his pants. I saw his bulge, now a bit enlarged. He must be enjoying as well.After a while, he started massaging my thighs. What a relief it was. I almost rode him.-oh…that feels so good-After massaging my thighs for a while, he massaged my calf muscles, and then my feet as well. Oh…my back was well satisfied. I was feeling much better.After that, he kissed my upper back and said,-now turn the other side-And he kissed me again a few more times, held my shoulders and turned me to the. .. not even in your mind ... it doesn't read 'That's just weird, David.' No ... no ... no. No comma.)Everybody started laughing spontaneously.Except me. I had fucked up again. This 'returning' is dangerous. Suddenly, my stomach tied itself in knots ... I felt ... loose ... my asshole clenched. I slipped the guitar in its plush case and stood ... one might say I waddled down the hall and to the bathroom ... Waddled is too slow but my guts wouldn't have withstood a run ... or even a 'trot.'To. And I was so torn, so confused, because I wanted him and I wanted my ... lover, and then we had this great morning together with most all of my good friends, and we asked him to do something for us that we all knew was well outside his comfort zone, yet he agreed and began helping us with what we wanted, and he was so kind, and so gentle, and his hands felt so nice on my friends, and we wanted him to help with this ... this thing we wanted to do to ... impress ... make that other guy even more.