? He stopped shaking me, but his grip on my hair tightened. I flinched as somestrands tore off. ?And the stupid cunt is going to quit and be what wort...lesscunts are born to be.? ?Yes, sir,? I breathed out, my heart pounding. His dark eyes glared down atme, pierced deep and grabbed hold. He was everything. ?What are worthless cunts born to be?? I opened my mouth, but I didn't know. What, what? I looked at him, waitingfor him to tell me. ?Nothing.? He whispered, and I believed him. Then both of. He drove out to his wife’s house, and banged on the door until she let him in. “Where’s Amy?” he demanded. Amy ran into the living room to see what was going on. “You’re coming with me. Get the fuck in the car!” He shouted to her. “No time to explain, just get in the car. Now!” “What the fuck are you talking about? Get away from my house and leave me alone or I’m calling the police!” screamed Deborah in horror. James grabbed Amy by the scruff of her neck and dragged her outside. Deborah. So, let’s end this. I will search for a beautiful girl for you.(I became so angry by those words. she was talking like there was no love between them.)Me: Mom, listen carefully. I will fuck you even if I got married to a beautiful woman. Every day every night, I will fuck you. Because I loved you all the time. Don’t worry about these all. I understood the problem you are facing. I am ready to get married, but I will not leave you even after marriage.Mom: Let’s see after marriage.We then both. Put down a notorious criminal after a grueling firefight, and you’re a star. I’ve been putting these bastards away for ten years, so when reality finally hit me, I wept. No one gives a damn. We wear a black band over our badges when a comrade falls. His replacement will be in next week. It happens’ besides, he knew the risk. We give out shiny medals, and call wounded cops heroes, but in the end, it’s just our job. It’s what we signed up for, and no Goddamn it. It will never, ever pay enough. So.