I accept that burning pain as a step toward getting the muscle stimulation that I want.“That’s a lot closer, Sandra, to what I think. I acknowledg... pain, but do several things with it. First, if I feel safe, I can let pain be a spice, just as I enjoy the burn of native-hot Thai food.“Second -- and please tell me if I squick -- I really, really like anal sex. It gives me pleasure in several ways. Once the act is well underway, it gives me a wonderful feeling of heat and fullness. Fucking in the. .. okay, Andy. I'll see you," I said quietly, almost a whisper.I took Friday afternoon off from work so I could clean up the house a little and get ready. I mean, it wasn't that I cared that much but I didn't want Andy to think I was a slob or something. And I asked a neighbor to watch Mocha for me because he liked to jump up and we might be gone most of the evening. It was really hot for June and my air conditioner didn't seem to be working right, so I ended up taking a couple of showers by. Despite everything, everything being the still open wounds around the events of Gran’s death as well as vivid dreams of last night, I was wearing a smile, courtesy of Mr. Bibb. oOo Breakfast was a cheery affair. The day promised to be lovely, the sun chasing off the clouds by the time we piled into our hired 4-banger. I drove, as always. Joey was a champ on motorbikes, but useless with a stick. Around London, we either took the tube or hired a cab. Even if we’d been able to afford a motorcar,. Mujhe utha nehi jar aha tha uncle ne sahara dekar mujhe uthaya maine dekha meri gand ke neeche ki chadar par khoon aur tail dono lage huay the. Mei rone laga uncle ne chup karaya aur bole tum ladki ho na tumhari seal tooti hai khoon to nikalna hi tha. Aur mujhe pyar karne lage.unhone hi mujhe nehlaya aur meri gand ki garm pani se sikai ki.aur mujhe kuch goliya di khan karne lage.mei sam ko ghar pahucha mujhse chala nehi jar aha tha.papa ne poocha to bahana bana diya gir gaya tha.agle dinuncle.