All colour, all music were snatched from my life when my children kicked me to the curb. I did have the home videos that the three of you left behind ...hen you moved out and I had them converted to DVD and kept playing them for 10 long years. During the last days of your mother’s cheating I had put a tap on the phone and I had hours of recordings of you, my children, talking to their friends, these were the only sounds that played in the house. When I heard your voices I was able to pretend for. But he said I could go if Ryan and Jackie agreed to go and look out for me — he felt people could hurt me, blah blah blah! Hubby's really jealous but he was going to three concerts — and maybe he’d get laid. Who knows?I was heading for three days of being single and I planned to take advantage of it. His flight left at 10.30 Friday morning and I’d have the sixteenth to eighteenth free before picking him up at the airport at 1-30 Monday morning. I decided to visit Nick again. It would be the. You will all wear the store's uniform, and as we provide all the expensive bits, there is no excuse for not wearing it. We feel that a well tailored uniform on our staff sets the right tone. You will all receive a shirt or blouse for each day of the week you are working and two skirts, or pairs of trousers in Alex's case." She looked at the two 18-year-olds. "I'm sorry, girls, but we are quite old- fashioned, and all women will wear skirts. Anyway, you'll obviously provide your own underwear. ”I left for home after eating a subdued brunch, during which Carol would often become glassy-eyed, and all conversation was stilted. I had confirmed before I left that they were still coming for dinner tonight. At dinner, I watched Carol quite a bit, hoping that she was getting over her disappointment. I was watching her watch people when a light suddenly lit in my brain. Hmm, I’ll have to ponder that. I’ll tell you, Ms. Diary, if that light leads to something.June 2, 2017Dear Ms. Diary, Mom.