I'd been going with Gordon because I'd always been with him. It had been comfortable and I hadn't had to look elsewhere. Then you came along and I rea...ised what a big mistake I'd been making."Once again her head lifted and just for an instant our eyes met again. That instant was enough for me to know that what she had said so far had been the truth. Then her eyes dropped to the table's surface again."Gordon wouldn't accept that it was over between us. He came up to the university and tried to. She has small boobs but has an amazing ass and I'm an ass kind of guy. So anyway for the past couple of months the sexual tension I've had for her has been getting worse and worse. Every night I sit in my bed and masturbate to the image of her naked body pressing against mine. I decided that I was going to make a move and I didn't care what happened, but my problem was my parents were always home. So Christmas was soon approaching and I decided I was going to get them a weekend trip up to New. Fir kya hona tha, boss aagye meeting shuru hui, beech beech mai 3 – 4 ek dusre ko dekh hum smile kiye, and when it comes to lunch time, I was alone from my branch and she was also alone from her branch, she took her meal and side per ek table per baith ker who khana khaane lagi, maine use akela dekh ke chance maarne ki sochi, mai uske paas gaya hai bola, can I sit here, she smiled and said sure, ab mai uske saath baat shuru kerne laga, amine use poocha who kaunsi branch se hai, she said shes. But she would never be able to return Cassie's mawkish adoration.She felt dirty, she felt like a fraud.Julie had finally seen the glaring dishonesty at the centre of her life.Living with Cassie was fun, they had good times together, but Julie had always seen it as a temporary arrangement. Julie still expected that one day she'd fall in love with a man, or at least find one she could tolerate, have kids, buy a house, have a career, and Cassie would always be there, as a friend.But nothing.