“Sometimes,” he replied quietly.I looked at him sternly. “Don’t ever again. I will want to control your penis when I see you so need it full o... cum. Understood?”Tim licked his lips as I gave him another view of my breasts. “Yes, Miss,” he replied, and his erection stiffened.“OK then. Now, go to your room and read the magazine so when I come next, let me know which other story in your magazine you want me to follow,” I said, smiling. I handed him the magazine and he started eagerly reading it as. Tell me you don't want to..." I don't," she said, voice wavering as his hand slid under her tight t-shirt. Still, she didn't push him away. Because the truth was, she could use a good fuck. She hadn't had sex in over a month, and that had been with Joey, who always came in under a minute."I don't believe you," he whispered, his hand sliding farther up her side, right up to her bra."We'll get caught," she hissed, looking past him at the door."Here," he whispered. He pulled her after him across. “He didn’t know it, but Donald rarely fucked me when I didn’t already have another man’s cum dripping down my legs. Or, sometimes it was the other way, I would make love to him, knowing I had another lover waiting to see me in an hour. I thrived on the excitement and the variety.“I had really become very used to having men at my beck and call, but I knew it was wrong. I resolved to become a ‘good girl’ after we were engaged. But the question of fidelity never came up, and after just a few days. .. why?"I sighed."It's hard to explain. But I think that in some fundamental part of me,I'm a girl. But I can never be seen as one."For a while afterward, there was silence.Then Helva said, "When I first decided I wanted to sing, someone mighthave told me it was impossible. Yet I found a way. Can you find a way tobe seen as a girl? What makes me a girl that you can't do?"Her saying that cut through my pity-party and got me thinking like ashell-person again."I ... could just ask them to call me.