They swam together like Adam and Eve, the sights and sounds of the forests enlivened them. Finally, the warmth of the shower touched new nerves. The a...t of sex was the final engagement of their senses. They weren’t very interested in washing themselves, except that the soap made their skin slippery. It allowed them to glide over each other as they pressed together. Paul guided his hand over Glenda’s slippery skin. First he probed the front of her. He stopped at her small breasts, cupping them,. They did their best to make me not feel like a third wheel, but it was inevitable that I would feel jealous and hurt. If Pete was able to pull it off, I should have been able to as well. I did my best to act normally around them, but my gut started to feel hollow whenever I watched them together.We were coming up on final exams when I finally gave into temptation and tricked Jess into sleeping with me. I was the smartest of the three of us, so I was in charge of preparing the hours-long study. " You were so close there."Nick's gravely voice interrupted them, and Lorraine spun around to stare at him, backing up a step when she realised how close he was."What do you mean?" she asked."He nearly admitted that he hated the idea of what Connor might have done, that he didn't want to think about it because it made him sick to his stomach. He doesn't want to think about what might happen to Marcus because it's a kick in the teeth on top of everything else, because it's so frustratingly. That had to seem pretty dumb. Why would anybody with a brain allow themselves to be beat up, branded and stay naked with all the chaff and hay flying around, be the only worker out there in the nude. It was Lilly they were interested in and I was just a strange side show making no sense at all.[Little did they know or understand just how weird my livestock life really was]But I tried to reckon what they thought as they wondered who that other crew was; where did they come from; who was that.