You know thatat the age of 12 your Father stopped making you cut your hair. That wasour decision. And remember when the doctor said you had a 'chron...ccondition' and needed daily medication? Well that chronic condition wasreally Gender Dysphoria,. And the medicine was hormone blockers." It was a test," she continued. "We wanted to see, if you didn't developinto a young man, become more like your father, would you say anything?Would you watch your classmates reach puberty and nothing changed. Her parents lived in a comfortable, tudor-style home on a quiet, tree-lined street. We pulled into their driveway about three in the afternoon. Emily jumped out of the car, hurriedly pulling me after her. The front door swung openopened and my heart stopped."Mom, this is Mike Dillon. Mike, this is my mom, Vicky Warren," Emily said.Vicky had a soft, questioning expression as we exchanged polite hellos. The world swirled and I floated in unreality as we unloaded the car. Emily's younger sister,. "We have to make you look as feminine and approachable as possible, doyou understand? You have to be exactly the beautiful, delicate thing thatJohanson wants you to be - only then will he relax and start to trust youso we can get his confession. Do you understand?" Yes, Anna," Jordan said, feeling sour. Was it really worth it? Longnails? Long hair? Makeup every day?"Do you want to get your old body back or not?" Anna asked."Yes, *please*." Well, then, will you trust me and do what I say.... I sighed. "Let's get it over with," I said. We managed to get most ofit inside my mouth. A couple times she started to bring the spoon upand I turned my head slightly on accident and she missed my mouth. Ababy wipe quickly took care of it though and she placed the bowl backon the tray."Let's change your diaper sweetie," she said."I'm not..." then I realized I was wet and finished, "Feeling myselfgoing at all." It's okay sweetheart. I have a feeling between what you were thinkingand your body.