. um... servicing this weekend!"While John spoke, Eddie smiled at me, and gave me the most gorgeous, liquid-brown-eyed wink of complicity. I realised,...I think instinctively, that I could trust him, and then I felt fine."Have some of this, Dawn, and just relax, but from now on, remember, only your safe-word counts. You can leave the rest to us."John passed me a spliff, and I took it gratefully. A couple of nice hits, and the moment of panic had passed. Now I was glad to have Eddie next to me,. I had started paying her to cook and clean for me. Most of the day, she would be with me. She told me all about her family and her husband, who was working as a watchman. But they didn’t get on because he had been fucking her cousin. She said ‘fucking’ in English along with gestures.I laughed and asked her if he’s ‘fucking’ her also. “Sometimes,” she said angrily. Before she arrived that evening, I wore only my shorts, fixed a drink, and put on a softcore porn movie. I wanted to see her. You'd looked at the pictures of thisparticular model, always wearing the frilliest, sissiest, silliestoutfits with thick pink lips and nervous eyes. You knew how much thosepictures turned him on. You'd studied the pictures for hours....No, that whole outfit hadn't been your idea, but you bought the outfitfor him weeks ago, and you've tried it on, and you've posed in it infront of the mirror. More than once. And slowly but surely, thosepictures in your head, the memories of your appearance. But I have been too shy to act upon it. I have not been with a woman for a long time now. What should I do? She closes the small gap between us. I can feel her breasts press against me as she presses her sweet lips against mine. I wrap my arms around her tiny waist, and pull her in closer. I can only imagine that she can feel my cock straining against my pants. Her initial gentle kiss has now become more passionate. Our lips getting warm and moist. Our tongues darting in and out of each others.