Sally handed me a black purse. "You will need this asyou no longer have any pockets into which to stuff your money, keys andthings" she said. "Now we ...ave to be off for your appointment".Although I was embarrassed to be wearing so obviously feminine anoutfit, I found the clothes oddly comfortable. We left the house and Igot into the passenger seat of our car - Sally was driving, of course;although previously it would never have occurred to me to give her thecar keys when we went out together. I. I am staring at them without a shame that someone will watch me as i am so desperate to have them and it worked. . One girl who is in mid 20’s started to observe me whether i am watching them or not. . . Her name is Ramya (later i knew the name).Whenever she is seeing me i started to smile at her and she replied back with a smile which made a positive signal for me. With signs i asked her whether i can sit with them. They again whispered in their ears and said “yes”. I am so happy at that time. Katrina pulled me down on a chair next to her and filled me in on the way things were done. The band only played Thursday through Saturday so on Wednesday they had to make do with the juke box. The guys all kicked in five bucks each and the money was used to keep the juke box pounding away. The guys paid and the girls picked the music. The guys were expected to keep the girls on the dance floor. No shop talk and no guys getting their heads together to talk cars, sports or any of the like. If we. I like the sound of it.’ ‘And I like the sound of you and your enthusiasm Roxy.’ As it happened the temporary second lead proved to have enough gas in the tank to pull through. Three days later after becoming involved when Roxy was word-perfect in the under-study role, she had lunch with the director and producer and was told about the company’s next production, a bitter-sweet love story and the producer said they were unhappy with the actress who was being trialed. She unfortunately was.