One day afterschool I went to the shopping centre and bought myself some feminineitems, stockings and make-up.The week-end after my birthday my mother...went away again and I wanted tocelebrate. I had been able to get a small bottle of champagne and onthe Friday night after she had gone and I had dressed, opened it and hadmy first taste of champagne. I took my flute and decided, since it wasdark to go and walk on the large deck we had.It was a night with a full moon, and it was marvelous. That was strange. I had done this time and time again without the aid of tiptoes. Looking up at the shelf I pondered for a second and then instinctively reached into my pocket, compelled to read the results from the machine with some urgency. The weight I ignored because the height was so wrong. Six feet exactly it read but it was obviously not working correctly. I shook my head and tossed the paper away. “Rob, can you finish up with this lady for me?” Sabrina asked, appearing next to me, “I. .. wait you haven't seen my new place.Mstevens417: No, I haven't, I haven't seen you in a dogs age. The last time I saw you, you were still at mom's place.e_lizlove1234: Yeah, I moved out, I couldn't stand living under them. I wanted to get out and find my own place.Mstevens417: I'm sure you've heard about me right? I got married to Meghan Kingsley. We had a place and were doing well, and she was killed in a car accident last year. She was hit by a freight train.e_lizlove1234: SHUT UP, I didn't. Or is it? I’ve learned to expect anything and everything as I travel the spectrum of emotions from anger to lust then despair and resignation. I can’t tell you where I would mentally be at a particular moment. In a lot of ways, it really doesn’t matter. When the emotions become too intense, my fingers travel to my pussy and I rub my clit until I cum over and over again. Multiple orgasms keep the confusion away. One afternoon, I was lying in bed, completely naked and rubbing my swollen clit.