.." I begin. "Excited. Like it was something new, unchartedterritory." And how did it feel after you'd kissed?" the therapist calmly asks me."Anxious,... I say. "Like I knew I screwed up, screwed up in a mind-bogglingly massive way." If it makes you feel any better," Dr Williamson says, "I've heard thisstory plenty of times before. You had a moment of weakness and actedupon it, and now you're struggling to cope with the guilt." How do I cope with the guilt?" I ask, fearing what the answer may. We set off and I fished for an hour before I let myself stop. I’d decided to dig a big hole in the sand and then a channel to fill it with water. Shaun helped me and it was a hole big enough to sit 2. We dug a channel and let the water fill it. I was going to just get in when Shaun said I’d better just go in with my jocks. I stripped to them and I was in. As I lay there Shaun came over and was watching me. He asked if he could get in and taking off his shirt and shorts I saw he had no under. I have a decent singing voice though im not in choir. Basically, im the jack-of-all-trades, the five card in the deck. No one really knows a lot about me, though they think they do now. Instantly I hang up the phone. I cant exactly talk to Stacy over the phone about this. So I do the dumb thing. I try and turn invisible again. When I finally found the secret I headed over to her house. Sounds like a bad idea right? Yeah, I thought so too at the time. When I got there, Stacy answered the door,. . .PUT me down you BIG JERKS"They tossed her out the door and then tossed the pump with her"And stay out you must thing where a bunch of idiots to fall for that. MUSCLEpump ... this is not some dumb cartoon Nabiki" Ryoga Said. He then shut thedoor on her and locked it "She was never the SMART one so I shouldn't besurprise"She started pulling on the door but it was made with extra strength as shebanged on it. She was royally pissed. How dare they toss her out?"Grrr ... .I show them. And what.