He told me, that if I could get out in an hour, he would be back by to get me and we could go have some real fun.An hour had passed and I was on my ba...k porch waiting for him. Jason came over to me, kissed me and we walked to the park. We talked about how things were in the all boys college. He told me how straight laced some of the guys were. He said his roommate is bi and had brought other guys in the room late at night. Jason would lie in bed acting like he was asleep and would watch. I mean, like I love you and I love Ashlee, but I don't love you in the same way, but I still love you both just like I love my dad and mom and your mom as well, but it's all like ... you know, different, but it's all just as good and true and real." Yeah, but that's not it, it's..." Naiya tried to rebut, but once again Macy cut her off."Seriously Naiya, don't try to compare this love you feel for Megan to what you felt for Ashlee or Max or anyone. I don't know her, but I'm sure she deserves. Stunned and embarrassed, I didn't know what to do next. I felt overwhelmed and full of shame. I just wanted to find a hole in the ground and jump in. I'm sure it only took a few seconds before I hurriedly pulled my shorts up and jumped down from the picnic table, wondering how long she had been standing there in the window. By then she was at the back door, calling my name:"Norman? Come inside please," she said calmly but sternly. I obeyed, picking my wet shirt up off the ground and. I'm not exactly femalein the traditional sense of course, but our society is still very muchframed in the old gender binaries despite, well, everything. In anycase, I was a woman before all this started and I still look like awoman now, so, I guess I choose to continue to be a woman.For the past 6 years I've been working as an RN. I had been an LPN acouple years before that but I finished my nursing degree in the summerof 2012. I actually started my first real RN job in December 2012 atLakeview.