"Greg sat there, with moisture building in his eyes, feeling exhilarated and like crap at the same time. He was with a woman who was giving, who deser...es better than he can give at the moment, but seems okay with whatever. Greg finally got out some words, "I'm sorry." For what?" For this date ... meeting ... therapy session ... whatever this is. My mind is trying to be here with you, but it will come and go."Sarah looked compassionately at Greg, "I am here to break up my ordinary routine. Worst. The edge of the dress threatened to show her areolas, which Jeff knew were pale pink, and actually lighter than her tanned breast flesh. Jeff was suddenly aware that, at some time or another she must have lay in the sun naked, since there were no tan lines in sight. He wondered how she did that with servants all over the place, half of them male."You look beautiful," he said, meaning it. She'd always been beautiful, and he'd always been amazed that she'd chosen him, when there were so many. It is easier if he just sends you the images he had as he grew up and then a sampling to what he did until now." Ok."I said, "You better go to the bathroom now. It is like a miniseries and you may not want to leave until it's done."When the two got back I had them lay on the bed and then I began with what it was like on my ship when I was young. I touched on the Seffra society and how it worked. The two girls were not upset about this because it was seen as a very vivid movie.I went through my. When I came in, my wife was hanging up the phone and Icould tell she'd been crying. I spent hours trying to convince her I wassorry. That I wouldn't do it again. I mistakenly brought up her previousaffair, which only made things worse. Finally, she said it."Brian, I will forgive you and we can go back to normal, but I need youto leave tonight so we can both reflect on everything," she said.I nodded; willing to do whatever she asked. Strangely it seemed like Iwas agreeing less because of love,.