“Don’t go” he says to me, I had never seen a look in his eyes like that before. “Kevin, Wh-” “He doesn’t deserve you.” He says, lettin... go of my arm, I turn and face him, still in shock. “Kevin…” “He treats you like crap and you do nothing but listen to his every command, he doesn’t even act like a boyfriend, he acts like he owns you.” He grabs my hands and pulls me close to him. “And you’re an amazing person, Jennifer, your beautiful, smart…” he leans towards me, “And I love you.” He says, he. "With comments like that you just have to laugh, so I did.Nicole was still opening my 'fan mail' after my beyond awkward talk withMum."You're a rich girl now, Gemma!" my sister called from the TV room. "How much?" I asked curiously."Over two grand in cash!" Awesome!" You've got a bunch or cheques and gift vouchers too!" Take a few for yourself." Really?" Yeah." You're the fucking best, little sis!"'Little sis' was something I was going to have to learn to get used toso I didn't comment on it.. You are expected to use that equipment here for an hour a day plus we will run daily at sun-up.” He said pointing with a nod of his head. I guess I didn’t jump up off my pallet fast enough because when he unlocked my cuffs I learned what happens when I do not jump to his beckon call. In the subsequent days I wished I had not been so tardy. Now though I leak just thinking of his discipline and the freedom that comes with it. Later that day I thought I had been plunged into hell on earth and that. I could see he was curious, not just about me and my leanings, but for himself as well. I think he needed to be given the go-ahead to consider it, without recrimination or shame."I haven’t been with men. But I’ve thought about it. Even imagined it." I let that spin in the air, to see if the masturbation hint sunk in. "I might have, if the right thing happened in the right way."His brow furrowed with the unspoken question of “Why haven’t you. then?”"Mostly, Jack, I was happy with the women I was.