I would love to hear the words ‘I want you to feel good.’ And what of these men who pass into the background noise of my head? Do they only wait f...r me to be weak and vulnerable? I care deeply and I deny not my love for the men I’ve shared my heart with. Mom taught me sex without love is a degradation of one’s soul. Mom, I really tried to love them all, but they couldn’t handle my wild heart. So if it’s just been sex, and all my unselfish gestures go to waste eventually, where do I turn now?. She was beautiful. My friends introduced me to porn. I'm jacking it all the time to xxx movies. Then a friend gives me Taboo the movie. I never thought of being with her sexually until watching this. Then things changed. Her husband left her. A lot of guys trying to get with her. I hear noise and I sneak to the bedroom door. I see her naked 44 d with big dark circles bouncing on her exs dick. He's telling her you want to get fucked bitch. She's moaning yes and humping and they both cum. I scoot. ?Good thingscome to those who wait, my little hedonist,? he murmured. ?Am I going to haveto tie you up? Or can you keep your hands to yourself like a good girl?? heasked, gently spanking one cheek. ?Tie me up? What do you think this is? Some bordello night? This is our honeymoon? shecried, clearly frightened. ?Alice, Alice . Calm down. You might like it,? he murmured, trying to calmher, while at the same time gripping her arms again. He stared straight intoher eyes. ?Please, trust me. I want to. Ffion catches a taxi to the airport on Thursday giving me two full days before Saturday night with my mind in turmoil over what is expected of me and what I am about to do. Zara’s story … I wake on Saturday morning with my heart pounding and my poor brain in overdrive switching between sheer panic and hyper-horniness. I spend the whole day in preparation – can you believe it takes that long? Washing my hair, painting my nails and toenails, shaving my quivering legs, armpits and pussy and.