I can not run for more than a quarter of a mile or maybe a little less or I bring on an asthma attack. I have yet to have a truly bad attack but I kno... that it is only a matter of time. I only had one true friend as I was growing up for years we did everything together except in school. We are the same age but he was born later in the year so was not allowed to start the same time I was. In school I was always an outcast usually the brunt of any joke that was played even some of the teachers. "You try holding onto a stallion's snub rope when the vet is running a plastic worming tube down his throat via his nose. "Taxing, that's the word I use. Taxing."Judy lifted both eyebrows. Oh! She wouldn't like that! A stallion? She'd done the horse thing a few years before, so had Becky and Lydia, but they hadn't even had to saddle their horses.When you're ten, a horse seems like a majestic animal, wonderful and strong. It didn't take long though, before you found out that the word "stupid". "Laying her back on the bed, all three of us began to fondle her, but I was the main one kissing her since by agreement I'd be the first to fuck her. We brought her to one orgasm just with fondling and finger fucking. As she bucked and gasped in her orgasm, still responding to our strokes and fondling, and then returned her mouth to mine to continue our long hot wet kiss, I knew she had that uninhibited need for pleasure I'd been hoping for. My mouth still on hers, I rolled my body over onto. I wonder if she believed me when I said that I remembered. I didn´t remember getting any instructions whatsoever. Breakfast was great. Then she called her friends and they spoke about her things, which they would bring. Wow, two more people visiting my house. I hoped I would like them. I hoped they would like me. New hopes. Come to think of it I never used to hope for anything. I had always known that being alone was not really what I wanted, just the best I could realistically expect. Better.