I assumed he meant he thought all young girls should be allowed to do what they felt they were entitled to, so I thought it a good idea, to bed with J...m there, but now having seen him, I felt squeamish.Big, Fat and Jolly, would have been apt to describe him, with the addition of sleazy, vile, and obnoxious, added to complete, though my additions were more emotional, than descriptive.I could smell his body odor, he stank, and I wondered when he last washed, retching when I thought about his. Don’t mess anything up.” The two men stared at Megan as she walked out of the room. While they noticed she had a nice body, with a firm ass and legs, they knew she was a real bitch. Having a stuck up white woman talking to them like that didn’t make them too happy. They commented to eachother that she was a cunt and to get the job over as quickly as possible. They quickly began to take up the old carpet and get things done. Megan sat on a chair downstairs watching her show. She couldn’t believe. ..hoping that I would get to see her again. My friend wasn't home, so I gave him a call. He said he'd be home in a couple of minutes, so I decided to wait. I let my window down to smoke a cigarette while I waited...i look up and guess who's walking right towards me..HER!! Walking around barefoot again! She walks up to my car and says "what's up?! Where is (my friends name)?" "I just talked to him on the phone, he said he'll be here in a sec" I responded. She said she left something in his house. " I'm developing my awareness, its true. I am going through a process, like a monk studying and contemplating and meditating to gain enlightenment. In fact I see myself as a monk, but a lone monk, not even a rogue monk because, as far as I know, I am alone in my process." Obviously not an ascetic process." No." I'm glad." But I have been a loner all my life, not a lot of social experiences, so I guess of all the studies I am making, sensitivity to how friends respond to me would be at the most.