All I could do was hold his head into my breasts, and something weird happened. All my dislike for Travis disappeared.“Come on, let’s sit and have...a drink.” Travis said as he took me by the hand.After the ice was broken, it was so much fun. I told everyone how bad Travis was in school and the guys laughed. I started serving the guys drinks and Gary was right, the guy’s hands were all over me but I didn’t mind at all. There was a part of me that felt guilty because of my husband but I was. She looked good from that distance, but not having formally had a chance to meet her, I knew nothing about her except I'd assumed she was the neighbors kid.I didn't see her again for a couple of days, and when I finally did, what a hell of a first official meeting.I was out in our backyard, mowing the huge yard we had with a push mower. Being in the house only a short time, I hadn't gotten around to buying a riding mower (that would happen later). About halfway through the lower part of the. Once in a while, I’ve seen you in school. I’ve driven by your folks house a million times. I ... I just can’t believe I’m talking to you!” If she’d only slow down a minute, I think she could have actually taken a breath.“Well, hello Caroline. I’m glad we have at least one fan out there. Looked to me like everyone was kinda bored” as I smiled at her.“Oh God. NO! Everyone here just loves your band. Why don’t you guys ever cut a record? I bet you’d be millionaires.”“Well, it’s like this, we do. I was scared I was going to start doing crazy shit like running in traffic or killing goblins disguised as my family members in the real world. I was free falling in the madness.As I’ve mentioned, I’ve practiced various forms of Magick throughout my life. Since my illness, I have leaned heavily into the myth and culture of my Ancestors. I’ve also restarted some of my magickal practices. It suits me and I find comfort in it. The reason I mention this is I wear for magickal reasons a bracelet. I.