But my usual conflicts with possibly being gay worked their magic. I was so confused in those days and my mind would always wander back to you, and h...w I had thought we would end up together but how could that be if I was gay?She suggested I was bisexual. She thought she might be but had never "been with" another woman. Back then being bi was looked down on even by gays and lesbians. Bi sexual people were considered "confused". She asked me if I was turned on and I said yes. She asked if. I needed an outside viewpoint," Isaid. I had just come out to my best friend. We had known each other for6 years, and he had never known, or suspected I was a crossdresser. It's not an easy thing to be. Most people don't accept the idea ofsomething more than just 2 genders, and even those who do accept, manydon't understand. For Josh, I went slowly. I did all the research, and had all theanswers to his few questions. I explained how I didn't want to becomefemale, or even live full-time. He. “Here’s a helpful hint,” she whispered. “Just a bit of pussy juice on your clitoris helps to lubricate it when you start rubbing.”She began to strum at her already aroused clit, slowly at first, then working up a rhythm as she felt the familiar tingling that meant her orgasm was coming.“Oh fuck, I’m going to come, I’m going to come, oh Jesus Christ, oh fuck, I’m coming,” and in front of millions of viewers (many of them no doubt in the throes of their own climaxes) she did come, with a squeal. " No, I didn't think of that. I'll call them right away Chief." Thoughthere was a bit of relief in the agent's voice, Jacobs could tell shewas still concerned for her co-worker."Very good Agent Beakes, please inform me if you have any otherdifficulties." Yes sir, thank you sir," she replied and broke the connection.Jacobs let out a slow breath as he turned down a street beforemaneuvering into a mostly darkened section of the city. He knew he hadlittle time to finish his task. Not only did he.