She was eager for Dad to do his part and find a marriage partner for her.A month after Lisa' death, I met with Pastor Rod in his office. I looked arou...d and it almost made me sick thinking about what happened here. I held my composure."I'm planning on getting involved with many outreach and service organizations to keep my self busy," I said."That sounds like a good idea," he said. "It helps heal the wounds by doing things for others."I wanted to punch him in the lip! I definitely did!"Yeah," I. I expect the very highest standards from whose you takeinto service." Oh please, Miss Roberts, I will try my very best, I promise you that.Please let me try." I suppose that I could give you a trial. But you have to understandseveral points. I you accept all these points, then the trial canbegin."It looked as if this might work after all. A rich middle-aged woman - Iguess that she was at least twice my age - would no doubt pay well. Andwho knows, but since there was no sign of a man around the. "And some new ones for me too!" she said."A girl can never have too many pairs of shoes!" I replied, as we both laughed.***After we put on our makeup, we drove her black VW Jetta to the mall. Her car was so much cuter than my stupid Jeep. I don't know why I ever bought a large SUV. I should have bought a Saturn, or a car like Joan's. I should trade it in.At the mall, we went to a couple of shoe stores. The first two didn't even have any women's shoes in my size! Of all the nerve! What was wrong. I told her sorry I can’t make you sit here if somebody will see they will thing something wrong and refused her. She was only 18 years old. I slept back and after an hour or so I woke up as I need to go to toilet so got down from my birth then I was heading towards the bathroom and suddenly I saw her sitting in the corridor and sleeping as her top was loose as well as low cut it was going here and there by the air I saw her cleavage clearly and I can also see her boobs but not nipples, her.