’ I had to keep repeating it as if to make me believe myself. I hugged her and pulled her body to mine. ‘Things are different now, Janet. When I h...g you I know another man has done that also. When I kiss you, I know your lips don’t belong exclusively to me. I was afraid of this. I feared I would feel this way. I’m sorry but I can’t undo what has happened. I love you Janet. I always will but things are different now. I can no longer claim you are mine and only mine.’ She just hugged me and clung. Julian was now six feet down and would never surface if she had her way. She helped Juliette to dress and it all began to feel second nature to Juliette.Chapter 10 - Rehearsals'Quickly we must hurry,' said Leila to the driver of the cab as the first rehearsal at the theatre drew near and they were still many streets away. 'Juliette it will not be so bad when we can get to France, you will be happy there,' she said to her ward. They had talked about getting away together after leaving. After about a month I asked the two to get checked up at a medical facility since sexual health awareness is not taught well in Japan. Not saying there is an STD break out, you just need to be careful. Once they completed their testing with ‘safe — STD free’ results, it was now time to schedule them for their very first anal experience. The 32 yo was scheduled for Christmas weekend, while the other was scheduled a week later during New Year’s weekend. It seemed like the wait took forever, but. Without form nor detail the pictures were causing quite a stir. People found them erotic and very sensual. Men walked awkwardly trying to avoid reveling their erections and women fanned themselves as though the room were sweltering at 70 degrees.After the third or forth champagne was consumed, people began to change slightly, imperceptibly at first. The crowds began to congregate at pictures as though revering a masterpiece. In fact, it was the proximity to the other bodies that subconsciously.