As for starting that is a real long shot, at best.” I said.“By the way having my cousin on the team is not a plus for you as he is on my shit list... I would rather play with you on the team, than him. And make no mistake about it I don’t like you so far, after just meeting you! As well as hearing all the shit that you have been stirring up since you got here, just a few weeks ago. Just so you know, watch your girlfriends around my cousin he tends to go after any pussy he takes a liking to. I can. The roads became narrowed and twisting. We finally saw the grocery store. Dimly lit we weren’t sure they were open. We found out they were. Steven purchased more food. I laughed at his mind focused on food. I stood outside watching the magical fire flies zipping all around me. Then I heard a rustle and I jumped opening the door as Steven was leaning to come out. He almost lost his balance. I was shaking, which Steven saw immediately. ‘What’s the matter sweetheart?’ Steven asked alarmed. ‘Noise,. Moving and buying the land had emptied their available money reserves. ‘So’ Michelle stammered. ‘We got a hold of that horse ranch and it’s still okay to stay there until we get something that’ll pass as a residence and with the way Brian works on stuff like this I figure we’ll be at least started by the time winter is fully here in two and a half months.’ ‘Good!’ Brian exclaimed. ‘I want to get out there and get this finished as soon as possible unless anybodies got a better idea on how to. We'll just reschedule our little dinner for two for tomorrow night. No, wait, we are having dinner with the directors then. Friday night will work though." I didn't argue with him. I didn't remind him of the time of the month. I just said "fine", hung up, rolled over and burst into tears. I cried for the next half hour. I didn't know what I could do. I fell asleep.I woke up at 7:30 with my stomach growling. I didn't want to get dressed and go to the dining room. I decided to go down to the bar.