Guess I should have gotten into town earlier this week but there was just so much to do around the house. After asking if anybody wanted to go to the ...rocery and getting a “No” from everyone, as expected, I threw on a pair of shorts and a tank top, hopped into the ‘ol Explorer and headed into town.It’s about a thirty-minute drive into town. There’s a small mom and pop store a lot closer but it’s expensive and their selection of fresh meat isn’t that good. And I really like my meat fresh. So,. Desire clashed with fear as I felt myself being consumed. Fear led to flight, and I ran, my muscles burning with each mile I travelled. Oh, but it felt good, to push myself to the limit and beyond, gasping for air and falling to my knees as soon as I reached the familiar beach that we had named Butterfly Beach. Sprawling out on the grass that I had once made love to Em on, I stared up at the sky, wholly aware of my how my legs were spread, and how one hand cupped my sex while the other cupped. She reached out and grasped my breast through my bra. I pulled my tit out for her to touch. She smiled and kissed me more hungrily. I hugged her closer to me and ran my hand down her back. I ran my hand lightly over her ass cheeks. I could feel the heat that he had delivered onto them. She pressed her pelvis into me. “Can I kiss your pussy?” she asked me. I nodded. She lowered herself slowly onto her heels and grabbed my hips. She walked me closer to her and pressed her mouth against the front. I kept my promise. I smiled and Joseph scowled.“This isn’t fucking right,” He said, “She was your friend.”“I was in love with her,” Matthew explained, “I never really stopped.”“And what about her? Shouldn’t she get a vote,” Joseph threw his hands up. He fell back into the couch cushions. Tiffany carried in the pizzas. Had we really been tossing this football back and forth the whole time. Phoebe went to fetch plates.“Do you love me Janine?” Matthew teased a finger around my ear. He had prepared.