The entire episode between her Tim and Nicole that she witnessed through the opening of door they had forgotten to close was too puzzling to her. She ...as not able to explain why she waited for Tim and Nicole to conclude their fuck session. Why did she watch through the whole episode without interfering? Why there was a sense of some deep hidden excitement within her along with the feeling of shame, disgust, and anger when she watched her son fucking her own daughter? Why? She closed her eyes.. Boudi baper ta bujhlo, simple bapar, ektu tan dilei chere jabe. Amake bollo, eamake chere dao, ami khule dichhif. Ami kono mote matha nariye sommoti dilam. Boudi amar nunu te hat detei ami lojja peye jhotka diye boudir hat ta soriye dilam. Amar kono apotti na sune boudi jor kore chain theke amar bara ta chariye dilo ar pajama ta khule diye puro langto kore dilo. Dekhi chain-e koyek ta bal atke achhe. Amar bara te prochondo batha hochhe dekhe boudi freeze theke borof ene amar nunu ar bichi te. She plunked it down on my bed stand ... just a fraction of an inch out of reach ... smiled a toothless grin and swooshed out the door.I still hadn't managed to reach the rolling stand ... although I did manage to push it even farther away ... when Hagatha swooshed in and swooshed out tsk-tsking at my lack of appetite. I had a good view of my semi soft diet breakfast every morning for two days.On Saturday, Grace came to see me. Grace is a wallet and bluejeans tomboy ... generally ... there have. I'm sure there are some who still think dogging isn't real or there is no way a "normal" woman would be involved with it. My previous posts talked about how I got involved. With this post I'll try to talk about why.When I look back, getting involved was simply a matter of meeting a guy who exposed me to it. At first it was following his lead. Over time though it turned into something I enjoyed. For the most part, it was more about curiousity and naughtiness. It was scary and exciting. At first,.