When I’m though looking, I’m often wet. What is wrong with me? September 18, 2007 We’ve been married three months now but we still haven’t mad... love. It was my nineteenth birthday yesterday, so I thought for sure we would do it last night, but we didn’t. Donny needs to pray over it more. He says we can’t do it out of lust. It has to be to procreate, like the bible says. I am so, so frustrated! I want to feel like a woman. He wants to go to Divinity school and learn to preach. But he has to find. Eventually she gave up and let him push into her without screaming; she had no strength yet and the damage was done. She felt him shudder as he finished inside her. He got up slowly and frowned. “No blood. I guess my good for nothing son did take you after all. Since you are not with child, that means you are barren- and useless to me. You are a failure to me and to your husband!” He cut the fabric tying her to the bad and pulled her to her feet. She offered no resistance; she had none left. He. “It’s over. But I’m kind of afraid of him. I was so… attached to him… back then. Maybe dependant is the better word. I don’t want to go back to him, to that. But at the same time… Jesus… at the same time, I miss some of it. Oh God!” I turned off the fire under the pan and hugged her. She melted into me as I held her head against my chest.“So that explains you wanting the spanking last night.”Mel nodded.“Okay, honey. Well, again. I’m not ‘him’. I loved last night, though! But at the same time, I. Not that I had a reallyactive social life anyway, but I was starting over.Then, my first free day, I sent you a special email explaining it all:“Dear Amo,I belong to you but I couldn’t be totally available to your will untilnow. I dropped my former life to dedicate myself to serve you any timeyou want. I’m close enough now to be where you command me, any day, nomatter what time.The most important thing in my life is to be useful to you. I have aphone for your exclusive use. The number is.