What followed in her touch of arousal surprised me, we were naked bathed in the blue light, tangled in eroticism that I never knew could exist. And wh...n the love making ended, she kissed me and said, ‘Never, ever let them pierce your heart and stay away from sunlight Pet.’ Three nights later I was on my own. I no longer existed to anyone I had ever known. Thrown away like a tissue by my first and only lover. I cried for weeks, begging my lover to return to me. If she had heard me, she ignored. . I was shocked and staring her like that itself … Then gave her shake hand and guys its the first time I touched her and so smooth skin she have …. I just wanna bite her hands and lick it … And we started talking and left as college started…..Then at evening we talked a lot in canteen … I was still surprised that why suddenly she is talking to me whole day … I asked my friend he said he dint say anything ….Then at night I got a message it was “hey sexy ” from an unknown number and asked whose. He was a married guy; but we had decided to be just lovers, something for pleasure, friends taking care of each other’s sexual needs…That evening I had seen Angela, Pete’s wife, leaving for the hospital. She was a nurse and I knew she would be going to cover the night shift. So, my good neighbor and lover would be available during all the night long for me.I called Pete and we chatted for a while. He finally told me he would cross the street before midnight. After a quick light meal for dinner,. Put me into some standing bondage that will cause extreme suffering the longer I am in it, perhaps with my ankles strapped to a 4 or 5 foot spreader bar, and some high heels of course, and leave me there until morning."Tomorrow morning, I'd like you to make me eat some shit, either as it is coming out, or from off a plate, or if you're really feeling wicked, directly off the ground. Or I could "bob" for some turds in the toilet bowl--whatever your pleasure is. Taunting me about how 'shitty'.