Secure for a financial future and secure in the woman I had alwaysmeant to be. But I am getting a bit ahead of myself and need to fill,insome blanks. ...ack to that final HS summer that led to wonders andexcitement of revelation of my feminine self and developing courage,disappointment, anger, physical hurt and redemption. Due to legal issuesthat arose during these intervening years, I have been advised to avoidactual names, except those previously mentioned.My last summer working for Ms. DeSalvo. "Well, you said that meant I could have my birthday wish. I wished for a birthday kiss. A real birthday kiss." But Christopher, little boys don't kiss their mommies like grownups do." Why not? I love you." And I love you. But the love of a mommy and son is different from the love of a man and a woman." You're a woman. I'm a man." Well, you're on the way to being a man," she smiled."So, do I get my kiss? It's the only thing I've asked for." She frowned. "Didn't you like the electronic game I got. The woman you're seeing ... got off scot free," said the commissioner."Yes, sir," said Bob."You arrested her for murder, and now you're ... dating her? Don't you think that looks a little odd?" She was found not guilty, sir," said Bob."Oh, believe me, I'm aware of that." Other cop's wives have been arrested and prosecuted," said Bob, beginning to feel the anger rising in him. "They don't get fired when that happens." You're going to marry her?" There was finally some emotion in the. We call it the Jazz Club, although it's officially named after its location. It's in a wonderful old Antebellum house, with dark wood paneling, high ceilings and a rich, tasteful ambiance.I like it there because it's got a nice selection of single malt Scotch, and they allow cigar smoking in the bar. I don't actually like cigars--smoking them or being around the smoke--but I do like my pipe. The Jazz Club is one of the few places where I can be comfortable and enjoy the flavors of my sweet.