Of course she's still my sister, so most of the time I think she's a bitch. But while we fight in real life and drive our parents up the wall I can st...ll secretly fantasise about her. Which I do.It started with a single moan. Sarah's room is next to mine and most of the time we argue over whose music is too loud and annoying. At night when I touch myself I keep quiet so nobody will hear, especially not Sarah through the wall. I'm not the only hormonal teenager in the house, so if I'd thought. That's probably the reason I'm not putting the pair of you on auxiliary tomorrow. The auxiliary's been abandoned. All men are rotating back in their usual duties, as per regulation. Lanris, you are lucky bastards."Lanris took a quaff from his pipe, savored it and exhaled; the smell of fine uwe smoke wafted through the air around them. He said to Pirru:"Actually, I learned about the auxiliary from a guy I trade regularly with at the 4th. He comes up with uwe, I come up with ... Stuff. Told me. Eventually I settled on making love to women while thinking about men. But the nagging questions kept on coming. "Who am I attracted to?" "What am I?" It didn't help that I was ugly and a bit fat. Eventually I did find the truth that had eluded me for 21 long years. If it hadn't been for Aaron, I might be in a mental hospital by now.It was a sunny day outside but that didn't make any difference to me since I was sitting inside on my computer - as usual. From the outside my house looked like any. There wasn't any confrontation, no screams or weeping, not any of the sort of hysterics and angry words that mom was capable of. That fiery redhead temper was not shy about making you aware of exactly what she was thinking. Her feelings were out there for you to see, she didn't hide them. She assuredly could be quite demonstrative in her reactions.As I entered the kitchen all seemed normal. She was in her robe and making coffee, putting some dishes away from the sink, puttering around,.