It was a trap that was very hard to avoid because the vices where everywhere and it's easy to become extremely jaded in a very short time. It's also e...sy to either need or want that numbed brain so it doesn't have to deal with the reality of what is surrounding them. Do you really think that Janis, or Jimmy or Jim really wanted to die that way, or at that time? Not likely.To the girl's credit, they maintained their optimistic view of life and all were very happy in their own personal worlds.. We worked with Sarah and her group for a half-hour. I'm really pleased how much the girls seem to like me working with them. They don't jockey for position, or try to show off, at least with me. When I came out of the ring, Rudy Self was waiting for me with his bunch of friends, all mounted."Morning, ' I said, tipping my hat. They all grinned like fools. What a stitch!"Good morning, Mary, ' Rudy seemed to be the spokesman. "We were wondering if you'd be willing to show us a few things.'"Well,. ”The thought came to me that if we’d been having this discussion as recently as six months before, I probably would have run crying from the room by now. Some of the things we’d discussed had come up in therapy; however, I didn’t talk about the other Mes to many people outside the doctor’s office. Troy & Julie knew, so did Claire and Rachel. Now that I was remembering Helen and Suzy-Q’s conversation, I understood why she hadn’t said anything until now. If I’d found out she knew any other way, I. Please come she said, i want to introduce you to our friendsHey why not, my husband had gone and took a job at the other side of the world, and i had always secretly fancied women but hadnt had much in the way of girl on girl sex at this point, See you tomorrow i said as my next client had turned upAll day the next day i was wondering if it would be just gay women there or if they had straight friends, i knew very little about this coupleAround late afternoon as i was having a nap i got a text.